A long time ago I made a Mistake when I said,"I've Seen Everything,when it comes to Social Deviance". Since my last posting,stuff Has Happened that makes what I have Seen,Done,and Heard about,Look like Nothing.When 9/11 happened,the S--T hit the Fan for evermore.When the President Vowed to get even for that Atrocity,I don't think He really knew what he was Starting.First Off,it was(TO THE ENEMY) a Religious War,Secondly,We have Never taken on any part of the World that was,or Is waging a War on a Religious Structure that does not Care whether they Live or Die.Unfortunately We have stepped into an Abyss that we will Never see the Bottom,or Ending.Thirdly, if we pull out of the Mid-East suddenly,We will not only give off the Stench of Cowardice,but,we will also give rise to the Wrong Side of the Islamic Religion.In 1983,I talked to a lot of our Vietnam Vets about what they thought about leaving Vietnam? A lot of them liked the Fact that they were going to go home,But,they did not like the way they were leaving the People of South Vietnam to take all the Blame for the War.Now,We are about to do the same thing in the Mid-East.After we leave Iraq,and Afghanistan,the Religious Fanatics and LOW LIFE Crooks of the Taliban,and Osama Bin Laddens followers will Commit Atrocities that will be BEYOND BELIEF.We Must see this Horrible Situation through to some kind of Civilized Ending.We cannot leave the Decent,Civilized Population in the Lurch to suffer such Retribution. Then,We should think Very,Very Hard about who we Vote into the White House,after the Present Boobs leave There Offices.

RED

I am through talking to a WALL. I'll just let you people walk right into your WALL, with your eyes WIDE OPEN. GOOD LUCK RED

I have been criticized by a lot of you out there as a pretty Sick Person.Guess what,I do not Blame you one bit,even though there are more horrible truths I could relate to you,I would like to tell you about the way I Live,and think Today. Even though I have lived that past life,I have been Blessed by someone to still be able to function as anyone else.The only difference between you and I is,I am Comparing Two Worlds now, Where I have been,and What I am seeing,and living now.I live with my Father in Pensacola,Fl.,the only social life I have is a trip to Biloxi once every two months,more to get out of the "CABIN FEVER" attitude than gambling.I don't have enough money to be throwing it away like I used to in the past.One haircut each month,Dad and I go out to eat lunch about 2maybe3 times a week.I quit smoking about 2months before Hurricane Ivan hit,I don't drink anything but Diet Coke.I don't like to talk to other people when i'm out and about,basically because I can be a little to frank about what I could say. I will be back in a little while. RED

By the way, there were 30 members in each clinic for 5 days, 150 clinic members a week. After the Urine Samples,I would take them upstairs to the Doctor,then she would give me the 30 plastic bottles with a measured 8 Ounces of Methadone. At that time the Methadone was an Emerald Green Syrup and I was told that it wasn't very tasty.The cubicle I stood in during the distributing of Methadone had a Bullet Proof front window. The Doctor said it would take the force of a 45 Caliber Bullet. The Methadone was delivered to the Doctor by an ARMORED Vehicle.It was delivered after Sundown.The Guards stood,and watched the Doc mix the Drug,and then they would leave. It took the mixture 8hours to jell-up for use. More Tomorrow. RED

How many of you know about "METHADONE"? I hope not to many. In 1971 I worked for a Doctor in Washington DC.She started one of the first Drug Maintenance Clinics that would be dispensing Methadone,along with other Drugs to Supposedly Help Heroin users to withdraw slowly off the Heroin. The Clinic was in her Home/Office. It was mainly in the Full Basement she had made into a clinic.There were Three Bathrooms for the members to use for the urine test.A member had to give a urine test every time they came to there scheduled clinic date.If they left a Dirty Test one week,the next week they would be Dropped from the clinic,the Courts,or there POs would be got in touch with,and they would be dealt with by them. We did not deal with Street People only,there were a few of the governments Kids also,Heroin does not Discriminate when it comes to CLASS. The Doctor put me in charge of the Urine Samples,after they gave the sample to me i had to label each one,and put them in the trays for the techs to pick up and take to the lab downtown. This is going to be a long article,so I will be back in an Hour. RED