When I started this Blog I told Everybody that I would tell "NO LIES",I have not told One LIE. I also told everybody that "STREET LIFE",has no glamor at all. It is a constant study of Depravity from one end to the other.I also said Everybody I knew in that life is now DEAD, except Me.Ever since I left the Streets in 1979 I have been on a search for a reason for Me to be Alive.I have been told by Two Judges that I should write a Book about my life on the Streets of America.And,Hold no Punches when Describing such a life.Now, the other night that everybody said was so Disgusting and Depraved,that was just a Sample,the Tip of the Iceberg.When I describe the life I led back in my Past,instead of Criticizing me,You should be thinking of how you could keep your BOY or GIRL from winding up like me.My Dads oldest brother had a Daughter that used to leave home,and be gone for weeks,they lived in Lancaster,Ca. at the time,She was Sixteen at the time this was going on,when My Uncle and Aunt asked her what she was doing when she disappeared,She told them she had a Boyfriend in L.A. And, the rest was none of there business.Uncle John found out later she was engaging in things he could not,and would not talk about.After a few years had gone by Uncle John found out about my life from my Dad ,at a Family Reunion in Grants Pass,OR. my Uncle asked me if I knew why his daughter did what she did,I asked him one Question,Uncle John,Have you ever asked her,if she liked what she was doing? He looked at me and ran out of the house and cried.NOBODY in that House could understand why i asked him that. RED

When the reporter asked me for my opinions on the subjects I told you about last night,(by the way,I told him everything about my past)well,when he heard what my opinions were,he was flabbergasted. My experiences in the drug culture of the 60s'started at the Bottom of the Drug LADDER.My first rung of the ladder was Marijuana,I was so new to the scene I paid this black guy on Bourbon ST.$5.00 for a MATCHBOX.At that time a Matchbox was one of the little Wooden Match Boxes.The Quality in those days was pretty good,but you try to sell that same stuff today,you would probably be Shot for dealing Bunk.By the way the stuff I bought from the black guy was "OREGANO",that should tell you how dumb I really was.Getting back to my Opinion,I am not in favor of decriminalizing Marijuana.The Marijuana that is on the Market Today is constantly being Improved.The Growers are always Cross Breeding time and time again to improve the Quality of the HIGH.Before I left Oregon a HYBRID STRAIN came on the Market called "BC BUD",it was Cultivated in Vancouver BC,the weed was so strong,so intense that the Dealers were Trading PURE COCAINE,At Dollar for Dollars worth for the BC BUD.That is $1,000 worth of PURE COCAINE,for $1,000 worth of BC BUD.That Weed could put your STUFF in the Dirt.(that's STRONG DOPE).That BUD is NOT A SOFT DRUG.Personally,If I had Kids,I would Worry about them so much,I would contract a BIG BLEEDING ULCER.No way would I Vote to put that Substance on the open market. LATER RED

There has been a lot of water over the dam since I last posted anything.First off, I had a Heart Attack.It scared the Hell out of me,Oh ,it also Hurt a Great Deal.It made me look around at anything,and everything a lot Deeper in the Emotional Sense.I have been reading our Newspaper "PENSACOLA NEWS JOURNAL",for awhile now,and I have been astounded at what is going on in the World.I had an Out-of-Body experience back in the early 70s'that had me suspended above my Hospital Bed.I watched the Doctors' work on me from ABOVE.Ever since then when I am having difficulty with a problem,I stop whatever I am doing,and Mentally "STEP BACK".It's Amazing how Small that Big Problem really is,at the same time I usually see how to Solve the Problem.I just wonder if anybody has looked at there Problems the same way?

I have talked to a Reporter at the Newspaper,He wanted to gather some opinions,and do some research on Prostitution,Narcotics,and Narcotics Reforms,meaning "DECRIMINALIZING SOFT DRUGS" like Marijuana.I am real sorry,but I need to go to bed,Medications a Bitch.I will be back in the Morning. RED

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My Subject matter will probably Bounce around a little,but,who reads this anyway?