I have been criticized by a lot of you out there as a pretty Sick Person.Guess what,I do not Blame you one bit,even though there are more horrible truths I could relate to you,I would like to tell you about the way I Live,and think Today. Even though I have lived that past life,I have been Blessed by someone to still be able to function as anyone else.The only difference between you and I is,I am Comparing Two Worlds now, Where I have been,and What I am seeing,and living now.I live with my Father in Pensacola,Fl.,the only social life I have is a trip to Biloxi once every two months,more to get out of the "CABIN FEVER" attitude than gambling.I don't have enough money to be throwing it away like I used to in the past.One haircut each month,Dad and I go out to eat lunch about 2maybe3 times a week.I quit smoking about 2months before Hurricane Ivan hit,I don't drink anything but Diet Coke.I don't like to talk to other people when i'm out and about,basically because I can be a little to frank about what I could say. I will be back in a little while. RED